I dont know how you found me on here. But you have no right to be here. Fuck you.

I gave up, Everybody.

I gave up being transgender to be with someone who loves part of me. I’m now slinking into the shame I deserve as I’ll be looked down by the entire trans* community everytime this story comes up.

I gave up because my boyfriend loves me, But can’t bring himself to be with a man and stay for the V. But it’s ok.. Im settled with chest surgery and no T. I’ll just be a freak of nature with no title because I can’t be a man and refuse to be a woman. Sorry.. Sorry for being the disgrace I am. Sorry for being the person lonely enough to stop being themselves for someone..

Alright. I’ve made a video, It’ll be up in a bit. c: Hope you guys enjoy.

(Source: nevaehintransit)

Sometimes. I freakin’ love my body.

Most people know, I love to cross dress. And for a very long time I refused to wear any “women’s” clothing without a binder. It’s too dysphoric for me and makes me break down.
Anyways. I went to the mall. Saw this in a clearance bin. Bought it. c: What do you think?

Hello, anon. I’m not nearly as strong as you seem to think I am. I’m just another average Joe fighting for my gender. Thank you for the nice words. I hope everything goes well on your end too. It took forever. Trust me it wasn’t as easy I let you on to believe. It’s taken 3 years. A year of conforming and fear, a year of fighting and frustration, and the final year to find the cause.

School.

So for a while now I’ve been fighting with my school to allow me to even let me use the bathroom. My principal told me I was a “choice”. Actually. She said. “Well, We all make choices..in life” and thought it’d be dandy for her to tell me her personal thoughts on my transition. That I’m too young and things change. Insinuating it’s a phase, yes? That’s how I took it. I was also ignored completely for my proposal for a Gay-Straight alliance at my school, I took all the steps everyone else had to. She ignored it. Not even bothering to stand up to me like a big girl and tell me why. Hoping I’d hide like so many before me and cower away from a fight. That I’d be discourage and ashamed, letting the straight homophobe have the upper hand. Well, Mrs.Sherry Wells. You can choke on it. If I were able to take legal action I would, I’d take your shit C school and drive it into the ground. I’d make an example out of YOU.
So with all that I decided, You know what? Fuck her. I’m done fighting, not for her sake. But for mine. After cursing out my guidance counselor for almost letting me drop out, I’m now enrolled at a College/Ged/Highschool career center to finish this year and next. I was told that there are four. Count them. Four open transgenders at that school.


I mean, I’m well aware that it’s not always a secret brotherhood between transgenders. But.. From my last situation. I think it’s much better.

On top of that, I’m going into a college course. Digital art. .U. DIGITAL. DESIGN. GAIS. I’m super excited. It’s going to look so good for Ringling. (Yes, I plan of going to Ringling)

GYNO and Trans

transbodypride:

I am going to the gyno and I was wondering should I tell her I am trans. Do you think she could put me a birth control that slows down my estergen. Just wanted to know other guys experience with this. I am pre t and pre op. And plan on seeing a therapist hopefully by spring. If you wanna answer back hit up my ask box.

-submission

Tell them, Because otherwise you’ll get hurt. They’ll take precautions with you and make sure you’re comfortable with any thing they may have to do, Also they usually have resources and other info for you. Js. I told mine when I went and she used my nouns and name, even called off a probing because I didn’t feel ok with it.

Dating a Gay Cisman

Yay or nay?

He’s not off put by the thought of me being a transgender, he already told me before he knew he doesn’t like to eat girls out, But he enjoys breasts in general. He says he won’t feel “un-satisfied” with (just) a strap on. Should I get involved with him?

Worst Thanksgiving Yet

Earlier I decided to make a phone call to my brother, Wishing him a great Thanksgiving. Somehow we were talking about tattoos we wanted and I told him about mine. I want a transgender jack knife on my shoulder blade and then after chest surgery, a chest piece of an octopus and owl that my friend will draw up.
He kind of paused, and I mean. He’s known. My mom told him a while ago. He’s told her not to “get sucked in”, he told me today that I shouldn’t be doing anything, That it’s ok to have a girl body but feel like a “boy”. That I don’t know what I want. He said other stuff but I couldn’t pay attention. I was so upset. . I then hung up and then he called back, talked to my mom and bitched how this is a mistake because he wasn’t there for my transition. We haven’t seen each other for three years.
Then went up to sleep for 3 hours.

I’m an ftm. ALL my posts are labelled “ftm” :/ I’m not a femal trying to turn male. I’m a male trying to fix his body. >:I